Am I gay? Need answer quick!!!?

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I am a diabetic male who is 21 years of age. I was diagnosed with diabetes after I drank too much cough syrup which caused diabetes due to my body not producing enough insulin. I was addicted to cough medicine, it was my life. I would drink an 6 estimated cough syrups bottles throughout the day but usually more. I took up to 8 bottles of cough syrup one time. That is not during the day, in one sitting. I was addicted the the only thing that mattered to me was tripping balls. The high was so great and the price was cheap. It didn’t matter how many times I vomited the medicine up and shoved it down my throat again so I would not waste any. It was a foolish and irresponsible thing to do and now I realized chugging cough medicine did not make me cool. In addition to diabetes, I have also been diagnosed with sexual dysfunction. I can no longer get erect and have intercourse.

I feel terrible that this happened. Nothing will make me erect anymore. I have tried masturbation, sex toys, vibrating dildos in the anal cavity, viagra, cialis, porn, and various other forms of stimulation. All unsuccessfully. In rehab I thought back to a time when I was desperate for my fix. I needed insulin to cure the itch. I guess I was under its grip – I was addicted. I had been clean for 2 months but I was still in rehab. I remembered it felt like I was going to die due to the lack of insulin. I was so desperate that I prostituted myself out to a man and I let him have anal sex with me without a condom. He was very large – about 6′5 and of course he was large in another way. I bled for almost a week afterward and could not defecate due to the pain. They pumped my colon and I tested positive for AIDS – all through anal sex.

I never knew this could happen and my health has been deteriorating due to the pain it has caused me and I can no longer bear for others to see me in this state. I will never forgive myself for what I did. I know it was wrong but there is no changing the past. I am who I am today – even if I am a pathetic human being. I am so angry for sinking so low and letting Larry, a co-worker nonetheless, take my anal virginity. Since I recalled this horrific event, the question has been eating alive at me. Am I gay? I realize I had sex with a man but I needed to get off. I didn’t enjoy it and I am so sorry it happened. Everyday I pray for God’s forgiveness and healing but it does not come. I cannot live with myself if I really am a butt-loving homosexual. If my parents ever found out, they would disown me. I told a friend and I was forced to move due to harassment from the Church. They gathered a mob outside my house and told me they didn’t want a drug addict and butt pirate in their peaceful town. Everyone was afraid of me. I was alone in this town and whenever I would walk down the street and people saw me they would run inside trying to get away from me. Am I gay ? Please I need to know, I am so ashamed….Am I a bad person for what I did? Sometimes I feel the world would be better without a pathetic homosexual like me.
The story is not fake, I am real and experiencing this situation right now. My life is sharply going downhill and I am working 2 full time jobs to pay for my medication. Every day is a struggle to stay clean. If I become addicted to cough medicine again then I will die. If I cannot afford my insulin due to my addiction I will die and go through withdrawal. The story may seem fake to you but it is happening to me. I understand you are not going through it but I am and it makes my life absolute hell. I cannot bear to go through this much longer. I beat myself up everyday about this. I have insomnia now due to the nightmares due to imagining that scene again. It was a choice between dying without insulin and suffering withdrawals from Robotussin and Coricidin Cold and Cough which would kill me. IT IS REAL. I AM EXPERIENCING IT. I experience it everyday. No matter what you believe/think it is happening to someone and they suffer everyday due to a life and death decision.

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50 Responses to “Am I gay? Need answer quick!!!?”

  1. 1
    Pastor Joanah Says:

    Your sexual orientation really does not have an impact on you being a pathetic person, I mean there are plenty, PLEEEEENTY of pathetic heterosexual people in this world, like the people from your old town.

    So, just think of all the non-pathetic things you are going to do with the rest of your life and bam, the world is a better place with you.

    Keep your head up!

  2. 2
    Herro1331 Says:

    Cool story bro.

  3. 3
    BLACK HYPNOTIST VIII Says:

    pretty gay, brah

  4. 4
    The REAL Superman! Says:

    YEs.

  5. 5
    MIMI ♡ Says:

    If you’ve had anal sex with a male and enjoyed it/ would continue to do it if possible – then YES.

    And the last sentence answered your own question..

    Good luck dude

  6. 6
    Krysta d Says:

    this question looks very similar to the rest of yours…that are the exact same thing…oooo…

  7. 7
    edgar Says:

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  8. 8
    super duper man Says:

    are you crazy? wtf man. if you have to ask if you are gay, you’re probably gay

  9. 9
    Flawed Human Says:

    TMI!!! Too much information! SYSTEM OVERLOAD: INITIATE PROTOCAL G4Y: Yes.

  10. 10
    Mattison Says:

    yes

  11. 11
    Zach L Says:

    Your story sounds made up. However cats cure all.

  12. 12
    Matthew Says:

    it sounds to me like your just lonely and having same sex disires, try just calming down and ask god for guidence.

  13. 13
    Ziggy Says:

    Hi:
    What a story I don’t buy it.
    Buy Viagra.
    Talk to your family Doctor

  14. 14
    Elektronaut Says:

    I agree. Good story, brah.

  15. 15
    Travis Says:

    Why do I not believe this?

  16. 16
    Taylor Says:

    watch gay porn if u get a boner ur gayif not ur strait

  17. 17
    Burraki Says:

    No way are you a bad person. Myself and many others have NOTHING against homosexuals. Personally I do not feel the way you do but it is who you are.

    People out there are assholes never listen to them just listen to yourself. Ya life sucks but I believe you can make it through.

  18. 18
    loren d Says:

    i think you have made a very trouble decsion in your life and have made them and i hope and pray that you get throw this tough time in your life i know how you feel and all the pain and suffing you are going throw but its going to be ok just let god handle it and trust in him he will get you throw your tough time and you maybe gay or not it really dos’ent matter about you being gay or not it all about your life and the decsion you have made so just pray and ask god fo forgiveness

  19. 19
    Liana Says:

    Did you have sex w/ him for gay sex or drug money? Homosexuality is not anything to be ashamed of. For some people it takes their whole lives to realize their gay. Just because you have anal sex with a man does not make you gay. The church is wrong if they forsake a man in need. Everybodys fucked. Some people just have different limits and are built for different things. Only you can decided whether or not you are a bad person. It all depends. It doesn’t really matter in the scheme of things anyway. There are going to be cookie cutter people and people who are ridiculously good and people who fuck up and are kind of scummy. Without the scum there is no balance. All happen. Try to forgive yourself. Just pick yourself up, live out the rest of your life as best as you can. Move on.

  20. 20
    Audrey Says:

    If you didn’t enjoy it with the guy, then chances are you aren’t gay. Ask yourself if you’re attracted to men, and be completely honest. If the answer is no, then you are not gay. Are you attracted to women? If the answer is yes, you’re straight. There has to be a physical attraction. Either way, if you are you should accept yourself as being gay. I am good friends with a gay guy, and I love him. He doesn’t act gay, he’s not flamboyant and it’s not totally obvious that he’s gay. He just finds men attractive, and there is nothing wrong with that. God loves us ALL for who we are, and if what we are is gay, lesbian, bisexual, or transsexual his love will never fade, and that is 100% true. If your neighbourhood, and your family can’t accept that don’t worry about it. I know it must be hard to feel so hated and unaccepted,but all that matters is that you know who you are. As long as you accept yourself, then that’s fine. As a matter of fact, that’s great! You don’t need their acceptance to move on with life. It doesn’t sound like you are gay, but if you are, that’s okay. :) Everyone’s human, including you. Someone out there will always love you, no matter what you are, or what you do, and that’s Jesus. He loves you for who you are, regardless of race, color, creed or sexuality. And even though I don’t know you, I have faith in you. I believe that you will come to terms with what you are, straight or gay, and move on. As for your addiction, best of luck :) I hope you do well, and I’m sorry for all that you’ve been through.
    Good luck, with everything.
    xx.

  21. 21
    Victor Says:

    wow bro, that is some crazy stuff, and i am not that religious, but i’ll pray for you. about the gay stuff i dont know. dude HANG IN THERE there alway a light at the end of the tunnel

  22. 22
    yes, i'm THAT girl Says:

    ok look, i am sorry for what you are going through. i myself was addicted to cough medicine.. i love the stuff still to this day it is a daily struggle to not touch it.. i know! but trust me.. it’s not worth it!!!!! just keep your head up

    as far as the aids.. sue the crap out of that guy for not telling you.. it is illegal to not tell someone and transmit it…

    good luck.. ignore the @$$holes on here!!!

    oh yah!! and as for your initial question about being gay.. you could be, but i think you’re too worried about what other people think.. you are you.. that’s all there is to it.. now just go DO YOU! screw them!

  23. 23
    burgerman m Says:

    it was bad that u did those bad things… but u cnt hav wat u call a boner so… yes i hate to tell u but ur gay … not to be offensive but if u knew u shudnt have done all those things then thats ur sin and itrs going to carry u into hevn im sure god has forgivn u but dont do it again so u dont make him more mad. i hope u liv longer then evr so dont stress liv life as usual as possible im sorry for ur disorder k and hav a good lif k

  24. 24
    Jεrry™ Says:

    Wow

  25. 25
    Knots_in_my_stomach Says:

    dude
    start a new life
    get away from the prejudice and misunderstandings
    a change of scenery will do you good
    so what if they disown you
    youve admitted you were stupid
    and you wanna go clean
    if you really want it youll make it on your own for a while
    then you can start a new life
    +
    about the gay thing
    umm is you are so what
    and easy way to find out
    do all the stereotypical things you think homosexuality consists of
    if you get off on it
    then its a good chance
    but you did try dildos right and you didnt feel a thing so i guess you may at least be curious/bi or just confused
    take a breath
    let the clouds and fog clear from your head
    and then make an informed desicion about your sexuality
    that is if you really care at that point
    +
    about the aids
    just take care of your self
    some people life long relatively heathy lives even with aids/hiv
    just take care of your self
    dont be afraid of talking to some one about this or telling a doctor about "wear it hurts" forgive my crudeness
    youll be okay
    good luck and be well

  26. 26
    meredith Says:

    i think you truly know the answer to that question. and if the answer is yes, then theres absolutely nothing wrong with that. and if your parents cant accept you for it, then there fucking horrible parents. you need to get the fuck away from anywhere that youve ever been. move somewhere beautiful, sober up for good, and try to keep your health and strength up. you should try smoking some ganja. itll do you some good. i hope you seriously take all this into consideration. please dont put yourself down. we all makes mistakes and we all go through hell at some point.

  27. 27
    Britt Says:

    dude i don’t think you are addicts do anything just to get off but if you are you sound like you’re just scared to admit it to yourself and your parents will accept you eventually your their son and it’s good you’re reaching out to god keep doing that it’ll help you build a relationship with him continue to go to church or you can have church in your own home don’t let others discourage you god bless and stay away from the drugs

  28. 28
    LuLu Wooo Hooo ! Says:

    don’t say that to your self just move on

    well it depends if you really didn’t like it than no your not gay
    and if you did then you are just ask your self

  29. 29
    PIZZA Says:

    Ive heard its only gay if you kum, might fall under that rule

  30. 30
    duquem0421 Says:

    dont wanna be mean but it seems like it… ive never thought of anything like that but regardless you wouldnt have wanted anal sex if you werent ready for concequences you mustve had some gay intentions to do that, but that doesnt mean ur a bad person

  31. 31
    DinoTheBeast111 Says:

    Nah Mate you didn’t enjoy it and you(hint) *PROSTITUTED* yourself so you did it only for money so your not gay mate.

  32. 32
    Chad Says:

    Well…You WERE desperate…I mean shoving vibrating dildos up your ass is REAL desperate but going up to a man and asking him to do you? Why would you do that? Why not try to find a hooker or something? If you asked a man first then yes you are gay.Did you even think about hookers if you were so desperate to get erections?

  33. 33
    Doctor Says:

    well mate why would u prostitute urself in the first place and then he wasnt wearing a condom???? wtf man

  34. 34
    Surf and Snow Says:

    Wow! just…. wow

  35. 35
    iisaperson Says:

    I am so sorry.

  36. 36
    George Says:

    yahhh sorry

  37. 37
    astro5play Says:

    gee whiz dude .being gay is the least of your troubles. you have no common sense and that has nothing to do with gay or not.

  38. 38
    Tim Says:

    pretty gay i would say

  39. 39
    Drew Says:

    we all have things we regret, if its something that is not part of your life anymore or did not even enjoy then i would say your strait.

  40. 40
    ladylips714 Says:

    Honestly,it sounds like you need to sign yourself in to rehab for a couple of reasons,number one,your addiction,number two,counseling,that way you can get on the right road and learn to stay there. There is no sin in getting the help you need,the sin is needing help and not getting it. Having sex with the opposite sex one time ,does not make you a homosexual,but by your last sentence,you have already answered your own question. Having sex with any one unprotected today,is just plain stupid,no one tells you if they are HIV positive or not ,mostly because of the anger they feel by contracting it,you are 21,you should already be aware of this . I feel you have a few things going on that needs attention,and rehab,in all honesty would be a great place to start. I hope this helps.

  41. 41
    Roland Says:

    dude its okay.
    we all have sins and things that we are weak to.
    aswell as he all have fallen short at times and dug our selfs into some of the worst holes filled with poison-es creatures!
    but God still loves us all and by commfessing what you did to him you have showed him your faith and yes im so sure you are fine!
    you just need to listen for Gods word, you can hear it threw your self and most often from other people. that is some of the amazment of God is he works threw us humans who deserve nothing expecialy when it comes to being able to serve God.

    and no your not gay!
    think about it, you are ashamed and didnt really like it.
    if you thought you were gay you wouldnt think that.
    you were in desperation and let your emotions get in the way of your own thinking. and it happens to us all.
    we are all guilty of that.

    to be honest i was watching porn once and i looked at gay porn for God knows what and it happend again several times.
    but each time i wished i didnt! and felt so grose and bad inside. and because of that i new i wasnt gay! but the question still honted me if i was or not.

    but im not and after several talkes with God and cries at night and etc… it just finaly hit me. that im okay and that im forgiven! :)

    and now when i think back at it, God has show mean many times threw others advice that i could have used to help me but i just never paid any attention.

    so what im saying is. your okay and not gay.
    also you are forgiven and can learn threw this experience, you just need to search and fined out how.

    also dont give your self such a hard time. we all do things we are so ashamed of and that we know is wrong and its just one Great thing to remember that WE have a God who loves us no matter what we do wrong!! and wants to have a relationship with us and most importantly to HELP us threw out tough gurney home!

    i hope this helps and if you need anymore help email me at rc.cabrera@yahoo.com

    God bless!

  42. 42
    Jennifer B Says:

    Oh my, well I am not a perfect person myself but I feel as though I am strong in my faith and this is my opinion to you. The fact of being gay is neither white or black, it is definitely an area that is shaded grey. But I just found a great website that may help you with this. Perhaps your not wanting to be gay is God in your life telling you that you mustn’t be. Or that if you have done this than you need to change. The only unforgivable sin is not accepting Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior. If you have already accepted Jesus into your life then you must turn from sin and follow him. How many times will you be forgiven? Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?" Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times. (NIV) Not saying that sin is ok, it is wrong, but if you are honestly trying to change I believe that you can be forgiven more than once for the same sin. I dunno, personally I am trying in my life to turn from sin period and never do it again. If you pray for God’s forgiveness, than you have it. Healing is already started in you, God is showing you that doing this is wrong and that you want to turn from your sin. Personally I don’t think that a church should ever run a person out, gay or not. We are supposed to love everyone, even our enemies. God loves all of his children, and it doesn’t matter what you do, no man can ever pluck you from the hand of God. I understand that you are ashamed, and rightly so. However, you need to put this all behind you and try to start anew. I don’t believe that you are a bad person, I hope that God will bless you and that you will prosper, and that you can change your way of living. That you can find a high in Jesus Christ, and that you will let him lead you in the direction that you should be going. He will speak to you if you only listen. Please, even a homosexual, or heterosexual, whatever you are or chose to be, God can use you in this world to help in whatever he needs you to help him with. Good luck, much peace, and God Bless You.

  43. 43
    maxima Says:

    You have done alot of growing up in such a short time in your life. Do not hate your self or down your self in any way. You realize what you did in the past and know it was wrong and have learned from it even though it cost you more than you will know. I can not say that I know how you feel cause I have never been in that situation. There will be people that can not imagine your situation cause they never had to do with out and had every thing handed to them. By what you are saying you are doing so much more than a whole lot of people in this world. You are not a lazy person, you are working two full time jobs and paying for your own medications and not relying on the state like so many others. Shame on any one that puts you down for opening up to us on yahoo answers. I comend you for working so hard to improve your life and paying the price now for your bad decisions you made in the past. Now for all them people that hid from you or ran away from you-I do not judge others but I believe they will not be taking the elevator up when they pass on. The hell with them idiots! NO you are not gay. When any one is going threw a addiction with drugs it causes them to do things they normally would not do. So no you are not gay. Please do not talk about ending it all to rid your self of the pain. People have to work at things in life, you will have to work harder to over come the past you created in your life in order to get over your pain. You are definately on the right path. Have you talked to a professional about this? If you pay it can be very expensive, but they have programs that are free. You may have to check your area threw the internet. With all that has happened with other people the way they treated you I’m surprised your parents did not find out. Do not tell them until you are ready for their reaction. I express to any one that under no circumstances never ever engage in anal sex with any one with out a condom. There are what they call breeders out there that have aids and do not think it is fair for them to have it and go spreading it to any one they can. This goes for male and females. ALWAYS use condoms. They are not 100% safe but it is better than not using them at all. Any one that is addicted to any addictive drug is not in their right mind so do not blame your self for not using a condom. Maybe you could tell other young people about your experience and maybe they will learn from you and not make the same mistake. You will feel so much better about your self if you help others not to do the same as you did. I wish you all the luck and hope you find it in your heart to go on with life and help others who could easily fall into the same situation as you. Stay strong always.

  44. 44
    Jolhan Says:

    Wow, im really sorry for all of the terrible disrespectful answers youve gotten.

    I personally dont know if you are gay, that is something only you know. But you need to stay in therapy to get over your addiction.

    Good luck, ill pray for you

  45. 45
    SnakesWisdom Says:

    your story doesnt seem far fetched at all, its understandable… i doubt you are homosexual, you dont seem to be sexually attracted to males at all, you just let a guy have sex with you for money, some people get desperate… my dad ran away from home when he was 13 years old, and he is straight, but he let old men have sex with him for money because he needed to survive, he needed money to live while he was homeless… different reason, but same concept, and he is not gay… i think that was really harsh for those church people to force you out of the community, especially if they are church people, they are supposed to help people in need, not discourage and reject them… just try your best to be a good person, if you become a good enough person, you will be able to forgive yourself… i used to have a hard time forgiving myself, my problems were of a different nature though, i used to have really really messed up sexual thoughts, like so messed up you couldnt even guess what it was… it was a really disgusting thought, and i had it for years, and i hated myself very deeply for it… but then i learned to not think about that thought, i realized fully of how horrible it was, and i learned to not be attracted to such a disgusting thought… and now i am able to forgive myself… and that really sucks that you have to work 2 jobs to pay for your medication, is it possible that you can get free medical somehow? i think there should be some way… i think if you or your family earns a certain amount of money a year, youre allowed to have medical coverage by the government, thats how it worked for me, i live in canada, maybe its different where you live, or maybe you have to pay for your specific kind of medication, im not sure… you should work on forgiving yourself, one way that helped me forgive myself was telling other people my faults, usually girls cuz they wont judge you as much, and see what their opinion on your life is, if you keep troubles hidden in the dark, demons will consume you in the dark… if you bring your problems to light, angels will help destroy those troubles with the light… and if people judge you too hard for your choices, then who cares about them, their friendship with you might not be meant to be, select a good circle of friends and family, good hearted people, they are hard to find sometimes, but sometimes you can find wonderful people… through all my hardships, my best friend always stayed by my side and supported me, so that showed me that i meant something, that i had some value, that i wasnt a disgusting creature… the human soul tends to adapt to any condition which it lives in within time, thats what i have come to believe… i believe strongly in karma, i believe if you stay true to what is in your heart, god will reward you generously for it, i used to have a miserable life, i had severe depression, and bad anxiety problems… life used to be nothing but sadness and isolation, but i always stayed true to what i believed in, because that is how my parents raised me to be, they always told me to always stay true to what i believe in, and i always did, and i have built up alot of good karma from it, and now im not depressed or worried anymore, im in a much better place, im actually happy nowadays after such a miserable existence i used to have, everybody makes mistakes, demons kick doors into everybodies minds, and they will twist your mind sometimes… but if you stay true to your heart, god will send angels to grasp your shoulders… im worried about you not being able to forgive yourself, because you are christian, christians tend to have more strict morals, the only true philosophy in this world is utilitarianism, utilitarianism is the theory that the moral worth of an action is determined solely by its contribution to positivity as summed among all beings… well i cant think of any more advice to give, i hope this helped

  46. 46
    TheeRaunchyMann Says:

    Well, dude(?), I gotta tell ya, when I read your story, the thing that I focused on was NOT whether or not YOU were/are "gay"!!! But that YOU prostituted yourself for COUGH SYRUP!!! I mean, I was an active drug addict, for many, many years, and damm near died from it. And am still currently disabled because of my drug use, by being legally blind. (kinda like your "situation")

    So I can tell YOU, that if ALL ya did to get your "fix" was have sex, gay or otherwise, then there are LOTS WORSE things, YOU could have done!!! Like murder, rape, or other things!!!

    It’s sounds to me, like YOU are focusing on the "wrong area" of your life!!! Because some of the BEST people I know in the world are "gay"!!! And the world would ALLOT worse off, without them around. So my suggestion would be, to concentrate on getting your addiction(s) under control, and let the "gay or not situation" work itself out, in time!!!!

    But if YOU are still conflicted by what YOU did for cough syrup, then write me, and I’ll tell ya ’bout some BAD chit I did, for dope, and NOT cough syrup, either!!!
    ( tooraunchymann@yahoo.com )
    GOOD LUCK!!!

    ~Thee Raunchy Mann~

    P.S. I manage a few "addiction recovery" message boards / web sites, if ya still need help with your addiction(s).

  47. 47
    Courtney Says:

    I feel so bad for you :(

    It does sort of sound like you are gay, but don’t let that discourage you. Being gay is fine. Lots of people like to have anal sex and that is perfectly fine. The world would not be better off without you! You must not realize how many people care about you. I am really sorry that you can’t afford your insulin. Don’t you have any friends or family who can help you in hard times like these? Don’t worry about your parent’s opinion of your sexual orientation, but if you don’t feel comfortable telling them, then that is fine. Please don’t hurt yourself no matter how bad things seem. There has to be some hope left in the world. Homos are not pathetic. If you like taking it in the butt then it’s fine. Be happy with who you are and live life to the fullest.

    Best of luck :)

  48. 48
    ... Says:

    i believe you! and i also believe you shouldn’t care about what people think or say.you poor thing i feel so bad for you.i honestly think someone is a homosexual if they enjoy and are attracted to the same sex..you did it because you were desperate not because you wanted to. if you wanted to and enjoyed it thats a different story.i dont think your gay.your just lost. and you need help fuck the people in your town. dont pay any attention to them. go to therapy in a different town.you really need it. it will also make you feel better. go to n.a(narcotics anonymous) i know it was cough syrup..but you were addicted and that program can help. you need to talk to someone thats not going to judge you..and for the hard on thing..i cant really help you with that..1.im a girl lol…2. i have no idea about those things. you need medical advice for that..go to your doctor..i just cant help but to feel bad for you..you hang in there! keep your head on your shoulders. things will get better one day. i promise..good luck!

  49. 49
    AC Still learning after PhD Says:

    Knew I had seen this question before in another category. I guess I kind of agree with Jarrod, who answered you in "Other – Family and Relationships" in this way:

    [Don't know if you are gay or not, but you seriously need help.
    8 months ago you answer Judie H, a 14 year old, to "prostitute yourself".
    Your answer to Former Atheist one year ago regarding Jesus (MY SAVIOR!) was "Jesus made Pedophilia aka: NMBLA. Watch your *** at mass"
    You admit to being an atheist to Desiree one year ago.
    One year ago you told The Asker that "Christianity is a cult of child molesting perverts. Would you like to join ? That will be $5."
    You answered to the question "Is Hell really a real place? How do you get jesus christ to save you? Does Baptism help with being saved?" that "Heaven and Hell don't exist ! Newsflash buddy following a book is stupid. The Bible is not real. You probably are already in a "hell" of your own due to your own stupidity..."
    (BTW - the Bible is real, and so is its message. Demons even believe in Jesus and tremble at the sound of his name. James 2 in any real Bible)
    You also said that My Lord spent Easter Vacations, "B***ing all the virgins in heaven..." (I won't even repeat that)

    And then there is your own question about you having sex with your stuffed animals

    Anyway, If you are truthful in that " Everyday I pray for God's forgiveness and healing" the forgiveness has happened, regardless of your past blasphemies. You would need to forgive yourself. Seek spiritual help from a Bible believing church. Don't believe any Christian church would call you a "Butt Pirate"

    And finally, either this will really tick you off, or you will thank me. I will pray for you. Get this buddy!!! I AM GOING TO PRAY FOR YOU MR m0nkeysinab4rrel EVERYDAY. YOU BETTER WATCH IT. GOD IS COMING FOR YOUR SOUL, unless he already has it.
    Source(s):
    THE HOLY BIBLE]

    Thought maybe I would see his answer here as well. If it comes later, sorry Jarod. Give him the credit. And thanks for giving God the Glory.
    I will be praying for you also, m0nkeysinab4rrel.

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    Twisted L3G3ND Says:

    yeah, you’re pretty homo.

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